My Story
Where it Started
As a small child I had an awareness of something beyond myself, a connection to nature; the animals, trees, insects, the sky. I was told I could be found sitting alone in the grass having a conversation with a butterfly or a honey bee as it flit to each flower. I felt one with Mother Earth as if all that belongs to her belongs to me and I to her. I can remember wondering about Something that was vast and beyond myself. As a little girl, I asked my father and with the words I had at the time, I did my best to describe this connection; this Something More, to which my father smiled and replied, that’s God sweetheart.
From that moment on I was on a relentless pursuit.
My Spiritual Evolution
Growing up in Christianity, my connection was cultivated through the church and I eventually became a minister. During this time, I operated in what the church calls spiritual gifts of the Holy Spirit. I healed the sick, cast out ‘demonic spirits’ and spoke in other ‘tongues’ while also giving the ‘interpretation’ of those tongues. This would be what some would consider ‘channeling the Holy Spirit’.
People came to me for prayer and to receive direction or insight from the Holy Spirit. After pastoring for fifteen years, I left the church. There was an inner yearning for something I couldn’t find in the church- a deepening to my spirituality that went beyond the confines of religion that I needed to explore. It was time to spread my wings and discover the ancient truths that tied all religions together that had survived millenia.
Instead, I experienced what some might describe a crisis of faith, dark night of the soul or the hero’s journey. In my quest for the Light I sunk into the realm of Darkness and made my descent into the depths of Hell. I was lost, filled with anxiety, despair and confusion; at the time, not realizing this was a journey my soul needed to take.
It took seven years to come out on the other side. It was as if the phoenix had been reborn of the ashes. I had a kundalini awakening in 2019 and my ‘third eye’ opened at the same time. Through meditation and prayer, I am connecting to my inner Light and Divine Self in ways that continue to excite me.
My Mission
My desire is to help you make that heroic journey inward to healing and connectedness- shedding all that doesn't serve to realize freedom and your Divine Self.